Wondering?

Ive always wonder is there such thing has love?
Some say they dont believe in love
Some say they dont believe in young love

Ive always believed in love

ive been in 5 relationship since i was 12 till now and am 16
now i know the true meaning of love

In my family there is 6 of us there is 2 girls and 4 boys there was 5 but one died when he was 6 or so called died.

in my family its mostly cheaters , but am the only one that believe in marriage in my family
ive always dreamed about getting married to someone i love and start a family
for my future plan i want to become a police but am still in high school so all i can do is get expreince until i gradute. school is in 4 days and part of me cant wait and part doesnt want to go.
my school there is alot of mix up cheaters shit talkers etc.

since i started high school ive dated 2 guys officaly and 1 for 4 hours
both of the 2 guys i dumped on the last day of school,i dont plan it , it just happens :?
my first was a cheater
and my second did things with my "best friend". and they both lied after i kept telling them something was happening with them and embrassed me infrount my school and lieing to me.
well i moved on now

i went to the library today with my bbf and i think i saw him in the bus

but when school start am not gunna look at him or anything if he talks to me i am gunna walk away.
he calms i was the one who walked away but i walked away for a reason.

well rigth now i have a guy in my head that i want to try
and hes messaging me rigth now i met him on tagged.com his name is eddie he seems sweet and loving.

he told me he wanted to get to know me and see if we'd like each other.

hes 16 croatian and monategrian :D,and am jamaican am 16 in 1 month.

am gunna keep talking to him and see how it goes.
hope hes the one.